Seriously though, dude I flew for nearly 2 years on a daily basis before I entered the ladder. Even with that much time in the air against g, Voo, Kub, Lone, Moose, Chizz, Cody, Evans, Smiley, and many many other extremely good pilots, I never was any better than mediocre on a good day. I couldnt hold a candle to the guys you listed me with but I appreciate the thought. My name is only familiar to anyone because I consistantly tried everyday and enjoyed playing with everyone even while getting my ass handed to me.
Trust me when I say that I am rediculously naive and believe that everyone is a good person, even you sometimes. I often times get burned because of this but it is in my nature to trust. I do not judge you, I have mearly enforced policy as it applied to you at FN. As a person that I do not know outside of game it would be pointless to waste time thinking about being mad at someone or not. However, your actions in the past have earned you a reputation. One that you have made for yourself, not one that was given or assigned to you and it appears you wear it proudly. That is your right, and I cannot force you to be any different. Even if it would make everyone in the community much more happier if I could.
C'est la vie, thats for you to deal with not me.